They are back. and I'm like so addicted once more. haysh.  I even took personality tests. adik. haha. anyway, i'm not entirely sure kung tama yung mark sloan part pero i think tama yung kay callie torres. 
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("You're It") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers!
1. I keep old as in old memorabilias, souvenirs, giveaways, letters, and Soc assignments.
2. I always switch channels whenever it's Maligno's turn on ABS (certified kapamilya primetime bida ako pero I just can't watch horror shows/flicks)
3. I munch on corn flakes and koko krunch as if they are junk foods/potato chips.
4. I used to dream of becoming a CEO of my own ad agency by the time I am 50. Well, used to. haha
5. I'm still thinking about a career as a Flight Cabin Crew. :)
6. I am learning how to appear cute and wacky in pictures (read: with the tongue sticking out or something like it). Well, learning pa rin. But I think I'm improving. haha
7. I hate it when I have to go to a hospital and walk through the halls whenever I need to interview a doctor. It just gives me an eerie feeling.
8. I don't really enjoy a cinema movie if I don't get to have popcorn.
9. I enjoy musicals or musical-type of music pala. haha. As a friend of mine said, "Oh di ba, cultured tayo?" haha
10. I tap my fingers on the table whenever I think or when I can't think of what to write. *Nica pointed that out. Ngayon lang. haha*
TAG: mai, mike, carla, gayr, sir grande, jed, pi-ey, ma'am lynette, verna, frances.
 SENATOR MAR ROXAS yesterday sponsored the consolidated version of the Quality Affordable Medicines Bill, which the Senate has ratified immediately after. "We are hopeful that this will lead towards the lowering of prices of medicines. This is not the be-all and end-all towards providing the people affordable and quality medicines and healthcare, but certainly this is an important and major first step," he said. The said act did not contain the House versions' proposal to include a 'generics only' provision and the creation of the drug price regulatory board (DPRB). It was earlier reported that the House will not push for the 'generics only' provision but it was only a few days ago when word had spread that the draft to be presented to the bicam conference committee did not include the DPRB as well. As such, the new act encompasses that the President, upon the recommendation of the Health Secretary, is the only one who has the power to dictate the price of medicine when and where it is needed. The Universally Accessible Cheaper and Quality Medicines Act of 2008 has already been ratified in the House of Representatives and the Senate and only awaits the signature of the President GMA. The new act is hoped to be signed by the President before Labor Day, which is tomorrow, to serve as a 'gift' to Filipino workers. Transcript of Senator Mar Roxas' speech on the adoption of the bicam report on the Universally Accessible Cheaper and Quality Medicines Act of 2008.
ayon sa isang mapagkakatiwalaang source sa loob ng Summit, galit na galit daw na tumawag si La Greta sa Summit upang ipaalam na bibilhin niya ang lahat ng May issue ng YES! entertainment magazine! ang sabi, ayaw daw ni La Greta ang nakasulat dahil masisira raw siya kay Tony Boy once na lumabas ito. May katotohanan kaya ang isyung ito? anong masasabi mo mama trixie?
GREAT WAY TO START YOUR DAY!
An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse
full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money.
After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always
right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's
office.
The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She
placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The p resident was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets.
The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?"
The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square."
The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was
impossible to win a bet like that.
The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the
president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?"
"Certainly", replied the president. "I bet you $25,000 that my
testicles are not square."
"Done", the elderly woman answered. "But given the amount of money
involved, if you don't mind I would like to come back at 10 o'clock tomorrow
morning with my lawyer as a witness."
"No problem", said the president of the Bank confidently.
That night, the president became very nervous about the bet
and spent a long time in front of the mirror examining his
testicles, turning them this way and that, checking them over
again and again until he was positive that no one could
consider his testicles as square and reassuring himself that there was no
way he could lose the bet.
The next morning at exactly 10 o'clock the elderly woman
arrived at the president's office with her lawyer and
acknowledged the $25,000 bet made the day before that the
president's testicles were square.
The president confirmed that the bet was the same as the one
made the day before. Then the elderly woman asked him to
drop his pants etc. so that she and her lawyer could see clearly.
The president was happy to oblige.
The elderly woman came closer so she could see better and
asked the president if she could touch them. "Of course", said the
president. "Given the amount of money involved, you
should be 100% sure."
The elderly woman did so with a little smile. Suddenly the
president noticed that the lawyer was banging his head against
the wall. He asked the elderly woman why he was doing that
and she replied, "Oh, it's probably because I bet him $100,000 that around
10 o'clock in the morning I would be holding the
balls of the President of the Bank of Canada !"
i'm going crazy. siguro nami-miss ko lang ang inaanak ko pero I swear, since I saw the resemblance, di na ako natahimik. just need to do this. i know it's pixelated kay laiah pero swear, may resemblance talaga. mitch, btw, is an OJT here in the office. siguro nga miss ko lang talaga inaanak ko. pero promise talaga, esp sa nose and eyes, parang the same talaga. 
Finally. After five months of waiting, I already got my last pay check from Accenture. HURRAH! Inside a white envelope, a green Citibank check is waiting, with my name on it! Woohoo! The amount was like my first expectation. Later in life kasi while waiting eh naisip ko mga 2000 na lang or 5000. Mas malaki naman ng konti. hehe. Pero twas hard encashing it ha. I had to go to four branches of citibank just to find the right branch for corporate check encashment. Grabe. Buti na lang din siguro at nangyari yun kasi at least hindi ako nademonyo na bumili ng whatever kanina. Good thing I was able to stop myself. Hehe.
I'm putting the money into good use. Well, I already did. nagpa-print na ako ng pictures na hinihingi ni mama. Including some that I just want to be printed and displayed in my room. hehe. Plus, I made libre my officemates kasi sabi ko sa sarili ko makuha ko lang yun, manglilibre ako. Pizza friday! hehe. [pictures will be posted in a new album] And then, the chunk of the backpay, hihiramin muna ni mama. Pangdagdag sa store. COD daw kasi ang fertilizer eh everyday may price increase. Ayun. :D
This is me. Welcome to my world.
1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning? +hmm, i think i wasn't. I heard the loud alarm of my fone plus the fact that I was awaken, in the midle of my precious sleep, by a very nuissance call. hmpft! 2.When was the last time you met someone new? + about two hours ago, i think. i forgot her name though. she'll replace Keen in the PR dept after she resigns. 3.When did you last eat pizza? + March 28, 2008. New yorker's pizza or something. Yellow Cab. During the get together at Starbucks Greenbelt. 4.Do you drink beer? + is this a trick question? haha 5.Do you wash your own clothes? + I can. But i don't really. Just the small ones.  6.Are you any good at poker? + I haven't played it. But I do know pusoy and pusoy dos [to name a few] so I guess I can be good at it.  7.What do you want more than anything right now? + Go to the beach and wear a very sexy two-piece bikini!!! My gahd! I want it more than my back pay! ahaha  8.Are you tired? + Sort of. Not physically though. 9.Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room? + Fridge? haha. 10.Pepsi or Coke? + Light coke please  11.Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? + hmmm, considering all other factors and past experiences, I probably would. BUT, only if they come clean. And only ONCE. 13. Jollibee or McDonald's? + JOLLIBEE? As if I have much of a choice these days. 14.Are you restless? + Yes. 15.Is your computer desktop or a laptop? + Desktop in the office, Laptop at home. 17.Want to be a prince/princess? + maybe. So long as there's no dark witch.  18.Do you believe dreams come true? + Dreams as in aspirations, yes. Dreams as in dreams, i dunnno. 19.Last song you heard? + I believe by Fantasia before I started answering. While answering, tonight i wanna cry by Keith Urban ROUND 2 (TAGALOG) 1.)Halata ba pag galit ka? + Yeah. Coz it's like painted all-over my face. 2.)Sino ang taong nagpapangiti sayo lagi? + marami. pero may isang namimiss ko. 3.)Malihim ka ba o open ka sa feelings mo? + my life is an open book. but only to those who have earned the right to read the chapters of my life. 4.)Isang bagay na HINDI mo katatamarang gawin? + kumain. 5.)Huling bagay na inireklamo sau ng friend mo? + ang tangkad ko daw. 6.)Movie na nagpapa-relax sayo? + epics. or yung napapaisip ako. pwede ring yung comedy. good humor. 7.)Pag pinapagalitan ka ng parent/s mo, ano ginagawa mo? + tiklop. haha. 8.)Post paid or pre-paid? + prepaid. may load allowance. hehe 9.)Bagay na interesado ka laging pag usapan? + buhay buhay. 10.)Takot ka ba sa ipis? + nah. 11.)Sinong huli mong naka-away? + ewan. peace loving ako eh. hehe 12.)Anong mas enjoy: food trip o sound trip? + FOOD! Kung alak ang itatanong mo, alam mo na yan. haha 13.)Recent activity na ikinapagod mo ng sobra? Yung Pinay In Action. 5k run. lawit dila at tagaktak pawis eh. haha. pero twas fun!
back in the office. Long weekend's been long gone and over. BUT, the fun and dancing under the sun feelings still linger. haha. this weekend had been one of my most productive (as in helping in the store productive) and fun (as in partying, drinking, and videoke-ing) weekend since i've started working. Anyway, here's a chronicle of the events that transpired. It's a long post. hehe.
Friday evening. Aia's birthday celeb. I met up with Luv and Jaemie in KFC at the RCBC Plaza. By some stroke of faith, I saw my brother with his officemates and are also eating at KFC. What a coincidence huh? Anyway, Dwigt and Tin soon arrived. We ate and chatted, laughed like we weren't in a public place (read: ang mga kwentuhan, bargasan, at tawanang sa LB na nakasanayan). After the aparently long wait for Apple, we headed off to Aia's place at Pandacan. My gawd! It's like so far! At gudlak naman kay Dwight, ang guide na nangiiwan! haha. anyway, we saw Aia's mom again. Been a long time. Then we partied with her housemates and some friends from LB. Videoke galore! I went out to talk on the phone for a while and when I came back, the alcoholic aroma of the smashed Gran Matador greeted my nose. We had to buy drinks again, this time, it's GSM, Iced Tea, and Sprite. Mix courtesy of me. hehe. Well, they said they didn't get drunk but who cares? We did party the night away anyway! hehe.
Saturday. F*ck it. We all went to bed at around 2am. And i woke up by 5am. Is there any fairness left in this world? haha. I needed to go back to Boni to get my stuff and then head home to Tarlac. The travel sucks. hehe. I only slept for about 2hrs coz it's so uncomfortable. I dunno whta's wrong with that bus. Anyway, I got home at about 11am. And then, I had to go and tend the store from 12nn and close at 6pm. Good thing there's a TV in there. hehe. and in fairness, pinagawa na ni mama na parang office yung sa may cashier part. Tas naka-aircon at one-way mirror. Para siyang si Big Brother. haha. Anyway, twas kind of a lousy day. hehe. And I slept early.
Sunday. I was forced to wake up by 9am. sino ang gumigising ng 9am kapag weekends?! Grrr. Kasi naman, Mama and Gary is set to go to MOA to meet Tita Au and Tita Leah. Gary will be staying in Laguna for about three weeks. And so, bantay na naman ako, as alaways. Buti na lang, by 2 or 3pm, my friend Meme went by the store and extended an invitation for the wedding of the sister of our friend Maan. So, after I closed the store at 530, I freshened up, waited for my father's permission (yes, nagpapaalam ako!!!) and set off to meet my friends at Meme's. Wala na ang newlyweds sa reception. And it's not a big handaan either. It's a simple and traditional province kasalan, with the crepe papers shaped like flowers and twisted as it stretches from an end to another. So colorful! With the handweaved palm decorations. Anyway, we ate. And 'videoked' the night away. Of course, there's also drinking. hehe. My first time to drink red horse again (umiinom po ako talaga. hindi po ako nagmamalinis. haha). The next round is a mixture of gin, 'cuatro cantos' to be specifc, and I think orange juice. baliktad ang trip nila. dapat nauna ang hard eh! Anyway, I went home at 11pm, thinking that I'm about to be dead coz my father is probably wondering why I am not yet home. But, alas! Wala pa rin xa sa bahay. hehe. Kaya ayun. My ass is saved!
Monday. "6:15 na. 6:30 ka di ba? Bumangon ka na dyan." Yan ang sbai ni Papa sakin kahapon. Eh pag xa ang nagsasalita, napapabalikwas talaga ako. Ai grabe. Ayun. puyat puyatan ako. tas nagbukas ako ng maaga. Hai. Mama arrived around 9am. I got off the store by 11am coz there are a lot of customers. I don't know why coz it's a normal market day naman. Anyway, me and my friends are celebrating Meme's and Wilson's birthday swimming somewhere. hehe. We all met up at Meme's house, where most of my friends already are waiting for the other people to arrive. When the party was complete, we headed and searched for a resort. After three choices, we ended on a relatively small one. But it's a nice place anyway. Medyo nag-alangan lang kami kasi may sign na sabi eh: "Bawal ang anumang ALAK o nakalalasing na inumin." Eh kamusta naman ang dalang wine, whisky, at fundador?! Buti na lang at kalahi nila Meme ang may-ari at we are nice-looking and peace-loving people (weh?! di nga?! haha) kaya napapayag namin xa. Itago na lang daw namin pag umiinom kami. hehe. Kaya ayun. Lunch galore na. Adobong manok at inihaw na tilapia. Delicious! haha. Swimming at kwentuhan galore maghapon. Boy-sighting ang mga vekluh! Occassional inom-inom na palihim. and a whole lot more. hehe. I have a tan line na! Wahaha. May i-i-itim pa pala ako. haha. We did some pictorial chorva na rin. (Just dunno when wll Cindy upload it. hmpft!) And as the afternoon sun sets and the twilight has taken over and with lesser people around, we played songs from Meme's phone and partied. We danced over the bridge, at the platform before the slides, in the pool. Everywhere! Ang lalandi ng mga bakla! Nahawa tuloy kami! (Chos!!!) haha. Pero masaya talaga xa! And, sa loob ng shower room while making banlaw, unang beses, as in the very first time, na nakakita ako ng live and actual na hubad na katawan ng isang babae!!! (Di ko sasabihin kung sino. haha) Shocking! Kasi naman noh, nakapanty at bra oo pero ang hubo't hubad, nevah! haha. Ayun. Uwian na. Pag-uwi namin, naglakad kami. Tas wala lang. Ang sweet kasi. Yung isang gayla na kasama namin, kasama niya bf nia. tas holding hands sila while walking. Nakakatouch lang. *sigh* tas yun. Hiwa-hiwalay na ulit. Without knowing kung kelan ulit ang next na happening. huhu. Twas really fun though. One helluva weekend!
SIDENOTES:
Tuesday morning: Traveling sucks! I mean, 330 ako gumising. Para maaga makabalik Manila. Kasabay ko si Jacq sa jeep pabalik ng Tarlac. Kaso we parted na sa station kasi di niya keri ang lamig ng aircon bus. Sabi niya: "Mamamatay ako dyan girl!" kaya ayun. She's working na sa Dau eh. Same company as Mommy Daisy. Anyway, kaasar talaga ang traffic. From orth Edsa to Boni, one hour na. Grrr. Tas naligo pa ko at kumain kaya eo. I'm sooooo late. tas ang una ko pang inatupag ay magblog. haha. BAD EMPLOYEE! Anyway, let's all have a great week ahead!
This is me. Welcome to my world.
Yehey! I had a great morning! Courtesy of Goldilocks! hehe. I ate with my Accenture friends this morning. Breakfast for me, lunch for them. Kaya brunch. harhar. korni. nagbday pala si Marj kahapon. kaya pala namis ko sya. hehe. :D Anyway, this is starting to be one great day so I hope it will continue to be one till the rest of the afternoon and evening.  This is me. Welcome to my world.
Socio-political muna. Two weeks ago or during the oly week, the price of rice is at 28 for our town in tarlac. My mom predicted that it wll reach 40 pesos if the big rice traders keep on hoarding rice and palay. True enough, news last night showed that the price of rice has reached 35-40 pesos and is expected to reach 60 pesos. Now, now. i don't believe there's a rice shortage at all. But I do believe that there is something wrong in the distribution of rice in the country and the monopoly of those who have it. The demand is constant but the supply is decreasing plus the panic buying so the price really would go up. Which is just so unfair for those farmers who produce them at a very high cost but sells them for low profits and investment returns. And, kawawa din lalo ang mga umaasa sa NFA rice dahil kahit yun ay nagkakaubusan na dahil na rin sa kasakiman ng mga rice hoarders. Ilabas na ang bigas!!!
On Brian Gorrell and the so-called Gucci Gang. I think Gorrell is a Machiavellian. You know, the end justifies the means. He wants his $70000 back from his ex-lover. And his doing so by letting the whole world know what kind of people he used to come with. Is he bitter? Of course he is. Is he telling the truth? Maybe he is. Is what he's doing just right? I do not know. What's clear though is that a lot of people has been dragged in this mess. And their families are, too. I'm not siding with anybody. It's just that scorching everybody just to get the attention, and subsequently and hopefully the money, is not doing anybody any good. He's being sued. The socialites are having their reputations dissed. maybe they deserve it, maybe they don't. But you know, it's not always the end that matters. What's important is what's in between. I do hope he gets his money back na if he really was duped.
Showbiz!!! Teleseryes!!! PBB!!! I'm hooked. I'm addicted. Waaaahhhh!!! Get this:
LYKA sa LOBO: Sabi nila, pag ang tao nawalan ng paa o kamay, ramdam pa rin nila ang sakit. Parang ako. Wala na sa akin ang puso ko pero ang sakit pa rin. WAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!
This is me. Welcome to my world.
 | The Day | Mar 28, '08 6:29 AM
for everyone |
Tomorrow, I'll celebrate my monthsarry. Singleville isn't that bad afterall. Minus all the crying and hurting, the pain and suffering, of thinking and wondering, it really, may not be that bad afterall. t's just that you know. There are days of missing the woman that I once was, the us that we once were, and the love that we once shared. All I've got left are memories, which even though I love, has been making me sad. And though I know that it may be for the best (after knowing that he feels the same way after all), I still don't know if it's a great decision or a stupid mistake. Hai. Whichever whatever. LIfe's like that, I guess. I just wish the days will pass quickly. Deep vein thrombosis people. It kills. This is me. Welcome to my world.
Hmmm. Been long since my last blog. I mean, you know, the pour-my-heart-out kind of blog. Anyway, I hope this is just a short one. Coz i'm just stealing some time off my work hour. hehe First off, I moved to a new place last February 23. I'm not a Novaliches girl anymore. I now live in Mandaluyong, somewhere near MRT's Boni Station. So if you wanna spend some time and you're somewhere near, just text me. hehe Second, I made a great leap from couplehood to singleville. Last February 29. My decision. End of the story. Third, I am now being more serious with my life, especially with my work. I am, once more, on the verge of changing my future. hehe. nah. Not really. Just that I now know the real value of hard work. haha. I don't really know what I am saying anymore. (Minor Changes: I am on a no rice [but other-carbs-as-you-can] diet, I changed my multply theme, and I changed my headshot [which I really love] and I am becoming an arcade-with-ticket-prizes addict!) Hai. LIfe. Hate it or love it, we just gotta live it. This is me. Welcome to my world.
Most of the articles that I get to write aren't so lay anymore coz the conventions I attend are also becoming more and more technical and medical. So, I'll just share with you an article I got from suite101.com. It was written by Austin Bradely Heath. Enjoy and learn something new. :p Five easy steps to improve vitality, strength, and overall health without going out of your way.
As we continue to see a large amount of obesity in our country, many of us want to find a more healthy lifestyle, and still be able to do the things we love. Whether you’re wanting to lose some weight, or just looking to feel better, these tips may help. 1: Take the stairs.
Cardio workouts are very beneficial to the human body, but it’s a hassle to lug yourself to the gym, wait for a machine, and get sweaty in public. A much better idea (and convenient too) is to use what’s around you. If you work in an office building, take the stairs. It’s just like using the Stair-Master at the gym, and you don’t have to make the trip. Favorite show on? Do some sit-ups while you watch. 2: Drink, but Think.
Whether it is fast-food at lunch or a nice sit-down restaurant on the weekends, many of us eat out on a regular basis. One of the easiest ways to cut an unhealthy habit is to forget carbonated sodas. Now don’t put this article down because you don’t want to hear that your beloved Coke or Pepsi may be bad for you. Listen to this. Recent studies have shown that carbonation depletes a large amount of calcium in the human body, so much so, that companies like Coco-Cola and Pepsi have released products containing extra minerals and calcium. Don’t let this fool you. While there is a small amount of calcium in the beverages, it is only enough to sustain your present level, not improve it. So the next time you walk into a restaurant, think twice before you order that super sized coke. 3: Antioxidants = Anti-sick
Drinking or eating many antioxidants, whether its tea or dark chocolate, is extremely beneficial to a healthy life. With a large amount of antioxidants in your diet, it improves your chances of missing out on the flu and not catching that annoying head cold. One of the best beverages for this is green tea. Many retailers have started to carry this drink just for its wonderful source of antioxidants. So before you order a coke, try a nice iced tea, and think of the difference your making in your body. 4: Portion Control
Another great way to cut back, and still be able to enjoy your favorite foods, is to use portion control. One of the best techniques is to ask for a doggy-bag as soon as your food arrives. Take HALF of the food on your plate, no matter what it may be. Meat, vegetables, or grains, take half of each serving. This way, if you’re a “clear the plate” eater, you won’t eat too much, and you won’t feel like you’re leaving something behind. Plus, if you follow this method with regularity, you won’t feel guilty about eating the WHOLE desert. Not to mention, you’ll have a whole meal waiting in the fridge. 5: Eat Whole Foods
Try to cut out eating processed foods. While you don’t need to go completely organic, simple changes will help immensely. For example, instead of drinking a glass of apple juice, eat an apple. Mashed potatoes? A nice baked potato. With this trick, you’re making improvements, and not sacrificing any taste. These five steps can make you more energetic, skinnier, and maybe have a better outlook on life. These are just tips though, and by no means medical facts, so consult your doctor before going on a serious diet. Remember these tips, and enjoy the life you live.
As defined by the Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary, Main Entry: am·biv·a·lence
Pronunciation: \am-ˈbi-və-lən(t)s\
Function: noun
Etymology: International Scientific Vocabulary
Date: 1918
1: simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action2 a: continual fluctuation (as between one thing and its opposite) b: uncertainty as to which approach to follow
— am·biv·a·lent \-lənt\ adjective
— am·biv·a·lent·ly adverb Ambivalent. I am. I wish I wasn't. I shouldn't. This is me. Welcome to my world.
I can't think of an apt title for this blog. Well, I basically am about to cease brain fucntion already. My mind is now a big blank. Total shutdown in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...  Haha. I hope we can just shut down are brains sometimes, without the physiological, psychological, and psychiatrical damage of course. I just wish of it so we won't have to think about things anymore. But then again, we will cease functioning, we will cease to exist. As Dr. Imelda Batar, Philippine Psychiatric Association president, said in a patient [with mental disorder] quality of life advocacy program launch this afternoon, "There could be no health of body without health of mind."
(Kagabi pa to eh! Nung bangag na ko at sumusuko na ang brain ko! Ayoko na tuloy ituloy. Abangan na lang pala sa Geornale Medico yung tungkol sa schizophrenia and bipolar disorder.) This is me. Welcome to my world.
trip down the memory lane. i know i was once in this situation. i believe i am beyond it now. i hope. maybe you still are. if you are, well, muster some courage and face the realities that this blog will present to you. alam mong nasasaktan ka. ramdam mo ang hapding gumuguhit sa dibdib sa t’wing maaalala siya o kaya naman ay may magbibirong nariyan siya, nakita niya lalo na kung may kasama ng iba. ang katotohanan kasi, wala na kayo, nakahanap na siya at naiwan ka. masakit? kung gayon ay ‘wag mo ng ituloy ang pagbasa. kung kaya mong tiisin, ituloy natin. susubukan mong makalimot, ititindig mo ang sarili at sasabihing “magsisimula akong muli!” binura mo na ang number niya. maaaring ang ilang larawan o mga love letters niya ay itinapon mo na rin. ang mga regalo niya, nasa kahon na o di kaya ay naipamigay mo na. sa ganitong paraan, pinapalaya mo ang sarili mo sa mga alaala niya. inaalis mo ang mga naiwan niya. gayunman, may mga alaalang mahirap alisin lalo na kung naiwan ito sa puso mo. napaso ka ba? pwede kang tumigil, magmura at sabihing siraulo ang nagsulat nito. pero alam kong mas siraulo ka dahil tatapusin mo pa rin ang pagbabasa. at dahil sa masasayang sandali ninyo, may mga kantang pinili ninyong maging theme song. paano ka ngayon makakaligtas sa radyo o sa mga concert o minsan, sa sasakyan. ilang beses mo na bang naranasan na masaya ka, maayos at ang araw ay tila para sa iyo nang biglang may maririnig kang awit na magpapaalaala sa inyo. pareho pa ba ang nararamdaman mo? ang hatid bang saya ng awit na ito noon ay katumbas ngayon? E’ kung biruin kitang ang awit na ito ay pinili rin nilang maging awit, o mas malala ay gawing theme song sa kasal nila? paano kung sabihin ko sa’yo na sa nararamdaman mo ngayon ay talo ka. isa kang loser! handa ka ba kung sakaling magkasalubong kayo? ano ang sasabihin mo? Paano kung magtapat siya sa’yo at sabihing mahal ka pala niya. ikaw pala ang tama para sa kanya. nakabukas ang kanyang mga braso at naghihintay ng yakap. tatanggapin mo ba siya? hindi mo ba iisiping nagbalik siya dahil alam n’yang hindi mo siya matitiis? dahil ang alam niya… siya ang sentro ng buhay mo? ouch?!! isumpa mo man ako, itutuloy ko pa rin. wala ng gustong makinig sa’yo. ang kwento ng pag-iibigan niyo ay alam na ng lahat ng kaibigan mo. hindi pa siya naisusulat at nagagawang telenovela o di kaya dulang panradyo ay pinagsawaan na ng mga tao dahil sa paulit-ulit mong kwento. wala ng gustong bumili sa mga sakit na nararamdaman mo. wala ng gustong makinig. dahil wala ng interesado… ikaw na lang ang naiwan diyan, at maging siya, wala ng pakialam sa’yo. wag kang umiyak. nakanangp*cha! bumenta na ‘yan. ang pagkakaroon ng minamahal o ng kasintahan ay nagbubunga ng mas malaking barkada, ng kaibigan o ng nakikilala. sa madaling salita, lumalawak ang mundo. e’ bakit pinaliit mo ang mundo mo sa kanya?! paano mong tiniis na mabuhay nang nakasentro sa kanya? gumalaw-galaw ka muna at baka ka maistroke. totoong moving on from a relationship is hard. lahat ng reasons meron ka. infact pwede mong isulat ang 1001 reasons kung bakit mo nararamdaman ‘yan. gayunman, hindi mo pa napapapublish yan, may magsusulat na ng 1002 reasons why you need to move on, o kaya naman 1003 reasons kung bakit masayang maging malaya at 1004 reasons kung bakit ka dapat tawaging loser. alam mong hindi binibilang ang taon at lalong hindi sinusukat ang effort. alam mong pareho kayong naging masaya noon. ano ngayon ang dahilan para magsisi o manghinayang sa mga nakaraang araw? maaaring lahat ng mura ay naipukol mo na sa kanya. kung nakamamatay ang mga masasakit na salitang iyan, o ang galit na nararamdaman mo ay maaaring nailibing na siya. alam mong hindi maibabalik ng mga iyan ang relasyon ninyo. alam mong hindi mo siya mapipilit at alam mong hindi mo kontrolado ang buhay niya. marami kang alam pero ang totoo, merong kang hindi alam. alam mo ba na kontrolado niya ang buhay mo? alam mo ba na ginagawa ka niyang tanga hanggang ngayon? sa nangyari sa’yo, alam mo ba na maraming masasayang araw ang pinapalampas mo. alam mo rin ba na hindi mo kailanman mapapalitan ang minahal mong ‘yan, di mo mahahanap at di darating ang para sa’yo? dahil hindi mo alam na may taong handang gumalang sa nararamdaman mo, handa kang tanggapin, handa kang ingatan, handang magsakripisyo at mahalin ka ng labis kaysa sa pagmamahal mo? alam mo bang maaaring nariyan na siya kaso ay hindi makapasok sa buhay mo dahil sarado pa, dahil abala ka pa sa tumarantado sa’yo. o sabihin man nating ang mga iyon ay walang kasiguruhan, ang totoo ay hindi mo alam na ang paghihiwalay ninyo ay mas makabubuti sa’yo. kelan ka huling humigop ng kape o ng tsaa kasama ng mga kaibigan mo? kelan ka huling nagjogging? kelan ka huling nagbakasyon. kelan ka huling tumingala sa langit at pagmasdan ang paglipad ng malalayang ibon at paggalaw ng ulap. kelan mo huling nasulyapan ang paglubog ng araw at unti-unti pag ningas ng kalawakan sa paglabas ng mga bitwin. kelan ka huling lumabas kasama ng mga mahal mo sa buhay? kelan mo huling nakabonding ang kapatid, kaibigan o magulang mo? kelan ka huling naglinis ng kwarto? kelan ka huling nagsulat sa diary, kelan ka huling nagbasa at nakatapos ng libro? marami ka ng napapalampas. kanino mo gustong marinig ang salitang move-on? sa kanya? masarap maramdaman na kontrolado mo ang buhay mo. masarap makitang muli kang nakatayo, in-control, at nagagawa mo ang gusto mo. masarap maging malaya. *Hango mula pa rin sa entry sa http://bernardumali.wordpress.com/2007/08/. Pagtanaw.
This is a repost from Jed's blog. It ain't really a mushy thingy but I think it's just right to give justice to Cupid's existence, especially that V-day is fast approaching. :p
 According to Roman mythology, Cupid was the son of Venus, the goddess of love and beauty. Cupid was known to cause people to fall in love by shooting them with his magical arrows. But Cupid didn't just cause others to fall in love - he himself fell deeply in love.
As legend has it, Cupid fell in love with a mortal maiden named Psyche. Cupid married Psyche, but Venus, jealous of Psyche's beauty, forbade her daughter-in-law to look at Cupid. Psyche, of course, couldn't resist temptation and sneaked a peek at her handsome husband. As punishment, Venus demanded that she perform three hard tasks, the last of which caused Psyche's death.
Cupid brought Psyche back to life and the gods, moved by their love, granted Pysche immortality. Cupid thus represents the heart and Psyche the (struggles of the) human soul.
This is me. Welcome to my world.
Mula sa blog entry ni photboi, THE official soc tanggero. hehe
klase ng MANGINGINOM: PASSIVE - mahilig magpass ng tagay THE HIKER - palipat-lipat ng pwesto. iwas tagay. THE MARTYR - nagpapanggap na kaya pa kahit senglot na. KID SENTI - dami naaalala pag nakainom na. THE FUGITIVE - umuuwi ng walang paalam. naglalaho na parang bula. KUNG FU - KUNG FUmulutan, malupet. tirador ng pulutan. ginagawang picnic. THE CHOSEN ONE - official runner sa tindahan. bili alak, yosi, yelo at pulutan DEADMAN DRINKER - unang nalalasing. DRAWING - nagyayaya di naman tinutuloy. TANGGERO - [modified] masarap na kakwentuhan at pinakamagaling magpainom.
oh ano??? inom tayo? TAGAY SA TAGUMPAY!
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